The night is dark,
The moon is bright,
You are a spark,
That shines so bright.
With you I'd talk,
All bout our life,
With you I'd walk,
The path of life.
Showing posts with label Feelings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Feelings. Show all posts
Friday, September 2, 2011
Monday, January 31, 2011
Just for you
clouds high above the sky,
ocean spread across so wide,
never had i felt so shy,
to see you by my side.
to see you smile so sweet,
was my life's greatest treat,
that my heart skipped a beat,
oh yes, i feel the heat.
minutes n hours left me here,
day by day i'm still here,
with a heart so sincere,
wishing for you to be here.
my oh my, you, yes you,
smile and laugh, it's so you,
hide and peek behind you,
oh my dear, i need you.
ocean spread across so wide,
never had i felt so shy,
to see you by my side.
to see you smile so sweet,
was my life's greatest treat,
that my heart skipped a beat,
oh yes, i feel the heat.
minutes n hours left me here,
day by day i'm still here,
with a heart so sincere,
wishing for you to be here.
my oh my, you, yes you,
smile and laugh, it's so you,
hide and peek behind you,
oh my dear, i need you.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Dear oh Dear....
I want to say that you need not be here,
I will come to you, just stay there,
I'm sure you know that I'm always bare,
You see right through me with just a stare.
Why can't I shook off your stare,
While I know that we will not be there,
No matter how hard I avoid to stare,
I end up in despair.
You are my dearest dear,
I hope that the time is here,
For us to just adhere,
And think of nothing else but just us dear.
Dear oh dear,
There is such a fear,
That I could not hear,
Could not hear you call me dear.
You know I need you here,
More than I need the beer,
There is nothing worse than this fear,
The fear of not having you here.
How I wish that you can hear,
And also see my tear,
But then you are not here,
So I guess, I'll go grab a beer.
The last stanza is very clear,
That it was not for my dear,
As I know there is no fear,
If we are together forever.
~Kevin~
I will come to you, just stay there,
I'm sure you know that I'm always bare,
You see right through me with just a stare.
Why can't I shook off your stare,
While I know that we will not be there,
No matter how hard I avoid to stare,
I end up in despair.
You are my dearest dear,
I hope that the time is here,
For us to just adhere,
And think of nothing else but just us dear.
Dear oh dear,
There is such a fear,
That I could not hear,
Could not hear you call me dear.
You know I need you here,
More than I need the beer,
There is nothing worse than this fear,
The fear of not having you here.
How I wish that you can hear,
And also see my tear,
But then you are not here,
So I guess, I'll go grab a beer.
The last stanza is very clear,
That it was not for my dear,
As I know there is no fear,
If we are together forever.
~Kevin~
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Naked
I am all exposed to the environment without any cover. I am a sword out of its sheathe. I am tortoise without shell. I am, what I am because of myself. I make myself to believe in things which sometimes that will not come true. I wanted to tell myself that it will not be possible but I failed miserably always because, deep within me, I however, feels that as long as there is even the slightest hope, I will keep on believing. Stubborn? Yes, definitely but to what extent? This I cannot answer as I am totally in doubt. There are many things in life that we need to live with, and making choices and executing decisions is inevitable in this journey. Feel yourself, and you can know if your believes are there for the good or the bad. Do not hurt people, nor yourself. Find that blind spot, and you will feel euphoria.
ps: Maybe it's a little exaggerating about the euphoric feel, but you'll know it feels good in one way.
ps: Maybe it's a little exaggerating about the euphoric feel, but you'll know it feels good in one way.
Monday, June 15, 2009
Monday, May 4, 2009
May 4th 2009,
Looking back over the past few days, I am totally filled with uncertainty and dilemma deep within me. It had been 2 weeks exactly when we "officially" parted ways (where the unofficial date was 2 and a half months ago) and I thought things had been cool in me. I thought that we can be very casual but when I meet her, there was this tingling feeling inside of me bugging. I cannot stand staring into her eyes, and I also barely able to look at her for long. I can only snatch a glance at her perfect presence in front and beside of me. I was thrilled that we were able to catch up after what did happened between us. Seriously, these few days was very rewarding and excellent for me. I wanted to shout when we meet. I wanted to let her know that I really still care for her very much. I...Really wanted to tell her "I love you" and that she is so perfect. All those are from deep within my heart. What I want to do cannot be done as I know that it would hurt her and will push us further apart. Feeling is not everything. I must be rational and think about what's best for both of us. I know now is still not the time for us to proceed beyond friend (actually, I am very grateful that we can dine and chat and joke and laugh together). I know that she is not ready to accept the me now and I will work my way to be the me that is the guy for her. I can only stare from afar the beauty in her that took away part of my heart while leaving behind some clues for me to search back that piece of heart of mine. Hope that I can decipher the clues and bring happiness to her no matter in what way.
P.S: I love you.
Looking back over the past few days, I am totally filled with uncertainty and dilemma deep within me. It had been 2 weeks exactly when we "officially" parted ways (where the unofficial date was 2 and a half months ago) and I thought things had been cool in me. I thought that we can be very casual but when I meet her, there was this tingling feeling inside of me bugging. I cannot stand staring into her eyes, and I also barely able to look at her for long. I can only snatch a glance at her perfect presence in front and beside of me. I was thrilled that we were able to catch up after what did happened between us. Seriously, these few days was very rewarding and excellent for me. I wanted to shout when we meet. I wanted to let her know that I really still care for her very much. I...Really wanted to tell her "I love you" and that she is so perfect. All those are from deep within my heart. What I want to do cannot be done as I know that it would hurt her and will push us further apart. Feeling is not everything. I must be rational and think about what's best for both of us. I know now is still not the time for us to proceed beyond friend (actually, I am very grateful that we can dine and chat and joke and laugh together). I know that she is not ready to accept the me now and I will work my way to be the me that is the guy for her. I can only stare from afar the beauty in her that took away part of my heart while leaving behind some clues for me to search back that piece of heart of mine. Hope that I can decipher the clues and bring happiness to her no matter in what way.
P.S: I love you.
The worst way to miss her is to be sitting beside her knowing that we can't be together.
Life has not been bad to me all these while. And I still think that it's still all good for me over the time and hopefully the future. I had been down under the dumps for quite some time when I lost the love of my life. When we can't talk and laugh every time we meet, it truly hurts from deep within me. I know that it would be the same for her as well. Now that we can sit together and chit chat as friend and laugh I felt very glad that it's good that we are moving forward leaving the past behind, slowly. I cared for her very much and I cared for her feeling even more, that's why I dared not show what I feel every time when we meet. She had burrowed deep into my heart and it's almost impossible to dig it out. I really regret that we had to reach this situation after all that we had been through. I am so very sorry that I did not show my love for you in the correct manner. When we part ways, I thought that I can really let go of my love and start over anew, but loving you is like breathing, how could I stop? I will strive to start over anew and hope that I can once again be the man of your heart.
I really hoped and prayed that this day would come where we held hands and walk the life long journey together until we part ways with each other and this world altogether.
Life has not been bad to me all these while. And I still think that it's still all good for me over the time and hopefully the future. I had been down under the dumps for quite some time when I lost the love of my life. When we can't talk and laugh every time we meet, it truly hurts from deep within me. I know that it would be the same for her as well. Now that we can sit together and chit chat as friend and laugh I felt very glad that it's good that we are moving forward leaving the past behind, slowly. I cared for her very much and I cared for her feeling even more, that's why I dared not show what I feel every time when we meet. She had burrowed deep into my heart and it's almost impossible to dig it out. I really regret that we had to reach this situation after all that we had been through. I am so very sorry that I did not show my love for you in the correct manner. When we part ways, I thought that I can really let go of my love and start over anew, but loving you is like breathing, how could I stop? I will strive to start over anew and hope that I can once again be the man of your heart.
I really hoped and prayed that this day would come where we held hands and walk the life long journey together until we part ways with each other and this world altogether.
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