The worst way to miss her is to be sitting beside her knowing that we can't be together.

Life has not been bad to me all these while. And I still think that it's still all good for me over the time and hopefully the future. I had been down under the dumps for quite some time when I lost the love of my life. When we can't talk and laugh every time we meet, it truly hurts from deep within me. I know that it would be the same for her as well. Now that we can sit together and chit chat as friend and laugh I felt very glad that it's good that we are moving forward leaving the past behind, slowly. I cared for her very much and I cared for her feeling even more, that's why I dared not show what I feel every time when we meet. She had burrowed deep into my heart and it's almost impossible to dig it out. I really regret that we had to reach this situation after all that we had been through. I am so very sorry that I did not show my love for you in the correct manner. When we part ways, I thought that I can really let go of my love and start over anew, but loving you is like breathing, how could I stop? I will strive to start over anew and hope that I can once again be the man of your heart.

I really hoped and prayed that this day would come where we held hands and walk the life long journey together until we part ways with each other and this world altogether.